Thank you for allowing me to conduct this reading for you.
Your question that you wanted me to answer was: you had a feeling a couple of weeks ago that your life was in limbo; you couldn’t pinpoint what had happened, just a sense that something is missing.
For this, I did a 3 card reading as set out below:
What your life was like before this sensation?: Death
Why you now feel like this?: Queen of Wands
What you can do about this?: Knight of Swords
The Death card, although quite intimidating in both title and image, merely points out that this is the end of something or a transformation. It seems that whatever the feeling was before, this was unsustainable; life is a balance of both ups and downs. It’s a case of accepting that things in life aren’t always always going to last forever.
The Queen of Wands is someone that lights up the room, they bring out the best in someone and have a magnetic energy about them. I suspect that you have not been getting the attention that you are used to. You are probably looking for someone that you can help, giving them the benefit of your wisdom and encouraging them in their current pursuit. Is there someone involved in a project now that would benefit from your help, or perhaps you need to give someone a nudge in the right direction and get them started. It will be of benefit to them and help you to recognise your purpose.
The Knight of Swords is self assured and this suggests that it is time to take action; but do so with caution. The Knight is full of enthusiasm, but can rush into things without careful consideration of the outcome. Remember that you and others have feelings and these should be carefully considered.
There is no point on living in the past, but it may be an idea to reflect on what it was that you had, that is no longer there. However, that project has finished and it’s time to move on. You are clearly someone that is admired for whatever attributes you have and you enjoy being involved in things, so for happiness, it’s time to network and find out what you can be involved in again and start to occupy yourself in the things that you enjoy.
I hope this helps!